Monday, August 18, 2008

~ DONE ~

Friends, I need some encouragement. Is there anyone (of the 3 that read my blog) who ever gets discouraged and just wants to throw in the towel? Do any of you ever feel like you’re not worthy of the many blessings that God has given you? And you know that the only way you landed the blessings was because of God’s grace – because alone you’re nothing? I could contribute some of my emotion to the new medication that I’m taking (due to my inability to get pregnant) – that’s a story for later. BUT I refuse to place blame on the medication or the doctor who’s prescribing it, but I’ll blame myself! There are a thousand reasons that I can give you for my emotions and feelings, but I'll spare you the gory details. But, friends, I don’t feel like getting up one more morning, going to work one more day or exerting my energy to breath. I’m at the bottom – I’m done.

I know that I do have some AWESOME prayer warriors that read my blog and girls I’m counting on you. Will you please send up some prayers for me? Will you help a friend get out of a funk?


our2angels said...

I too was on similar "meds" and they are like PMS on steroids! It is not just you, the meds make you feel like
feelings you don't usually have are "normal" but you feel a little (well of me a LOT) crazy. Will pray for this season as it is difficult. But know that this too shall pass and think of the great outcome!!


jodi said...

To My Funky Friend~ I'll be praying. I know the mood you are talking about and I have no idea where it comes from. Like you, I don't like to use excuses, but sometimes it's truly our hormones messing with our minds. God is good, all the time. He knows what an emotional season you are in. He loves you. And so do I! Hang in there!!!

Deedra said...

I will be praying for you! I took those meds for a long time, and have found myself feeling alot like you do now. This quote is speaking to me lately as I deal with my Mom's health issues, I hope it helps you too! you hang in there girl!

"We don’t know much, but we know this: No matter
where we are, no matter what we do, no matter how bleak or frightening our
prospects, each and every one of us, each and every day, lies in the same safe
and impregnable place—in the hollow of God’s hand."
-Tony Snow in Christianity Today

Michele said...

Michelle-I do not know when new posts go up so I am just reading this. I know how I felt when I was trying to get pregnant. It's a very lonely feeling and the meds don't help! Just know we are praying for you.

Jeremiah 29: 11-13